January 8, 2016
by Paul F
The Black Hole of Fear is trying to take hold. My old habits coming in…scarcity, no luck, your not good enough, what if no one is buying, what if your investments collapse, looks like the economy is going to get worse, the price of groceries is going up, maybe you can’t do it, maybe this is not for you, you can stop now and try something else.
How do I snap out of this?
I stopped everything I was doing, i stopped the thoughts, i stopped the process.
I sat down grabbed my flash cards and put some music on that amps me up! I went through the cards looking at what I have done in my life and what I have been grateful for in my life.
It’s still there, the negative wants to pull me into the black hole of despair. NO! NO! I’m in control and I’m going to starve you till that connection dies off. Screw you negative/old habits I am in charge!!!
I pull myself out of that mind set and I scream it out loud NO FREAK’EN WAY AM I GOING BACK!!!!
I read my DMP. I say to myself , Why am I hear? What am I doing? Why am I doing this?
I read Chapter Fifteen part 3,4,7 in The Master Keys
“Difficulties, inharmonies, and obstacles, indicate that we are either refusing to give out what we no longer need, or refusing to accept what we require.”
“Growth is attained through an exchange of the old for the new, of the good for the better; it is a conditional or reciprocal action, for each of us is a complete thought entity and this completeness makes it possible for us to receive only as we give.”
“All conditions and experiences that come to us do so for our benefit. Difficulties and obstacles will continue to come until we absorb their wisdom and gather from them the essentials of further growth.”
HUH, I am in control. I decide….Hmmmmm
Time for a sit and to be still. I sit for a while not keeping track just being in the moment.
It comes to me, I am living the change I want in my life and the reason I am getting pulled back is that it is my old blueprint my old habits that are mounting an attack within me. An all out attack trying to get me to go back to my old pattern, trying to pull me back to the black hole of what was.
Ah-Ha!! I’m aware of what is going on and I do not allow it to continue. Break Through!!! BOOM!!!
All that negative/old habit junk melts away…..
The new blue print/good habit marches forward, VICTORY!